Feeling numb

ytd night cried till i sleep..i dun even know wad time i slept..i only know tat my eyes look so swollen..haix..my eyes very tired now..in the morning while waiting for the bus to come..i cried again..so embarassing..everyones' eyes is lyk on me..
after tat met shi fu at woodlands interchange..i tried to hold back my tears..but memories kept pouring..i carn be helped..tears still drop..shi fu tried to cheer me up..but i really not in the mood..sorry..but he ver funny..lol..made me laugh abit..
felt better..at least not so painful anymore..=)..thanks..now i feeling numb..or no more feeling..was it a good news?..hmmm....
went for CIP lesson..btw CIP stands for Computing & Information Processing..all abt computer..i am computer idiot lo..hehe..took back our common test paper..i was ver surprised for the marks i got..i tot i will fail..ver difficult..in the end got 41/50..haha..so happy..i like classes..it will distract me from all the unhappy tings..the teacher also quite funny..=)..we had hands on session on macromedia dreamweaver..all abt making websites..i was lost..i didn't know how to do..den i gave up..lol..went to surf the net..read some blogs..i need help!..who willing to teach me..
i skiped 2 lectures..OCOM and CIP..haix..say not skipping le..in the end still skip..lol..i tink i need some rest..tats y today so early reached home..i need some sleep..really very tired..i dozed off in the bus..hehe..taking my nap soon..=)..


*sleepy*